Is it bad that i hate my mother?

This was an interesting story. Well where should i start, first off HATE is a very strong word.. and as for me i am very close to my mom and i would never say i hate her but then again she has not treated me how you said your mom treated you. It seems that she has alot of anger inside and it is not your fault! You should never think it is your fault either.. it is good that you vented and got everything out. But you must take it a day at a time or maybe even expain to her how you feel about the way she treats you. & please dont let people who answer negitive on here bother you! I wish you the best of luck and if you ever need to talk feel free to email so that you an vent!